Stuff I'm working on
Some Stuff I May Do
Okay I'm crashing
I have a new piano album of original pieces I've composed from 2022-2026.
I have 34 gothic/symphonic/power metal songs that I wrote in 2021, which I'm trying to prioritize which ones to complete and release... It's a lot... I've recorded vocals a little bit each summer for the past 5 years with other instruments, I need to finish guitars and others... mix, master...
I did a big drum recording session in 2018 with some foundation tracks I've been sitting on for a "sequel" indie album to "Relation Ships"... We'll see how that goes.
I have a Zelda: Link To The Past passion project that I fully dubbed in 2022... I've been dabbling with the visuals and music since.
I have some dark ambient, orchestral, and other music I'd like to release EP's of, as well as several Primrose Dark let's play videos I made a few years back... also music videos to release on that YouTube channel...
How on earth will I manage to finish final touches on any of this by September? We shall see...
I may give away some of my music for free download. Not creative commons zero, copyrighted but free to collect... perhaps allow use with credit given... We shall see.
My body is crashing now. So I'm off to lie down. But. I'll be back another time soon to add stuff and find a cool, (or possibly uncool), place to link to my new music stuff. Until then. May the noogles and flabages be with you! (-that's a good thing, for those of you not accustomed to Zefronian greetings!)
Also Me...
My masculine goth side exists as well.
Makeup art has always been a passion of mine. I can shapeshift through art!
My Final Things: June-September 2026
Wracked with constant physical suffering, chronic illnesses have made my past decade a living hell. But. In that time, I have found an escape in music and various forms of artistic expression. Now that I have finally, (slowly), finished my last long-term projects for clients, I will be releasing some things of mine - some rough, some polished. This is my time to... (I want to say, to show what I've been working on... but I haven't been able to work... so, when I can I create...) ...my time to share what things I have made, am still making, have completed - or even just rough voice memos, whatever I can.
I hope to have numerous EP's done by September, before my last-ditch attempt at possible "recovery", when high-level, specialized care begins. Check back here to see what's going on now and then. The most exciting things in my life will show up here as soon as possible!
In the meantime. How about I kick the bees nest by telling some of my secrets? (see below!)
Not A Normal Guy?
Nope. What you see are some of my many femme looks from over the past many years, stills from videos, the most recent in the top-left from a few days ago. (That's one mystery of chronic illness... - horrifying symptoms that disable you 98% of the time, with little to no visual cue at the surface that anything is very wrong medically...)
Point is, I've been both Prim/Jess my entire life.
My chronic illness symptoms are so horrid now, I feel like just being myself, and if you don't like it, you can just leave me alone... but I hope you won't. Perhaps, together... we can all learn and grow together. I've been part of vibrant and enriched communities for much of my life, where I was accepted for who I am, but I hid that away from most everyone in my personal life. It's hard not knowing how someone will react, especially when they mean the world to you - while knowing betrayal all too well...
I detest politics and viral religion. I have no "agenda". I just love people for who they are. I don't care if you call me by what pronoun, so long as it is respectful and we all see one another as equals. I have a perspective that suggests that we should all actively seek to humanize one another - everyone... to understand that each of us are capable of the greatest good and the most detestable and vile evil. If you write me off because of this surface glimpse at a huge part of who I am, then I suppose I'm better off. But again, I wish for all to be kind and to better one another.
Here's an excerpt of my upcoming triad of "Goddess EP's", introducing a character that's been a big part of my inner universe for many years. This excerpt, (and my work-in-progress pencil drawing for the cover), are from the upcoming EP, "Demoness Divine" - the music being inspired from her Dark Warrior station. More to come soon on the releases.